Old School Blogging: My ABC's

Hi! I'm happy na ulit! Especially that Melvin and I settled things now. And pinayagan na niya akong pumunta sa reunion! yohoo!! Pero hindi sa ovenight.. Okay lang, ang important thing lang naman sa akin makita and makasama ko ulit mga college friends ko. Nowadays super hirap na kasing makahanap ng true and loving friends kaya I'm cherishing them so much. Iilan na nga lang friends ko, hahayaan ko pa bang mabawasan?? Naku, naku! Hindi puwede iyon! Besides mas nauna ko kayang naging true and loyal friends yung mga yun kesa kay Melvin noh..! Pero iba pa rin siyempre yung love ko para kay Melvin...

Moving over, I was tagged by Mommy Christine of jocrisworld in her Old School Blogging. I've already read this somewhat kind of survey sa mga favorite bloggers ko and now is my time to shine.. :)

My Alphabet MeMe

A. Attached or Single? Attached and still in love <3..(pag di galit*wink*)

B. Best friend? Melvin Brian Manzano. He's also my worst enemy and my great love.

C. Cake or pie? Cake.Pie. I love them both!

D. Day of choice? Sunday!

E. Essential item? My C3 pink phone..it was Melvin's gift to me last year.

F. Favorite Color? Pink and Red

G. Gummy bear or worms? Gummy bears!

H. Hometown? Candon City, Ilocos Sur!

I. Favorite Indulgence? Eating Chocolates!

J. January or July? January. It's Melvin's birth month!

K. Kids? Meganne Audrey and Allodia Margarette

L. Life isn't complete without? My girls and chocolates!

M. Marriage date? Waley pa..haha! But I still dream to get married someday.

N. Number of brothers/sisters? I have 2 sisters and a brother stuck in a girl's body

O. Oranges or Apples? Oranges! sweet ponkans can make my day!

P. Phobias? sometimes, I'm afraid of height. Pero occasionally lang yan.. 

Q. Quotes? "I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be." -Douglas Adams, The Long Dark Tea-Time of the Soul

R. Reasons to smile? Melvin, Meganne, Allodia, Chocolates, Victorious, iCarly, Good Foods

they are my everything,,

S. Season of choice? Autumn. Sarap lang mag moment. Parang Endless love lang..hihi

T. Tag 5 People- Mommy Fleur, Mommy Frances, Angeline, Kat, Samantha

U. Unknown fact about me? my nick name is "nice". na naging "nicee". na naging "nicing". na naging "cheng"!Filipino talaga ako!haha

V. Vegetable? I love veggies!

W. Worst habit? walk out queen >.<

X. Xray or Ultrasound? Ultrasound

Y. Your favorite food? Chocolates!

Z. Zodiac sign? Libra

I had fun answering this.. Thanks Christine for the tag! :)

Bad vibes!

Hi! How's your rainy day?

Hayyys. Well I'm sad, depress and angry right now.

I'm sad because hindi ako pinayagan ni Melvin na pumunta sa upcoming reunion namin ng barkada ko nung college on Saturday. :(

I'm depress because feeling ko parang porket siya ang kumikita sa amin, siya na dapat ang masusunod sa lahat ng bagay, regardless kung anuman ang opinion or mararamdaman ko about sa bagay na iyon. :(

I'm angry because I've talked to him in a nice way but he shouted at me. I can say that he freaked out when I told him about my plans this weekend. :(

Okay. Bago pa ako ulanin ng comments eto po muna yung plan DAPAT namin ng friends ko...

Since, Christine and her kids will be going back to L A on Monday, we planned  to have a reunion before they leave. We settled it as Saturday, 1 pm in Christine's granny's place in Retiro, QC. Pero dahil nung Sunday namin plinano yan, nagbago and magbabago pa yan. So, nung Monday sabi ni Amelou hindi daw siya pwede ng Sat kasi may practice siya sa church nila. Thursday lang daw siya puwede. Eh si Crystal naman may work ng weekdays, so gabi lang siya puwede on Thursday. Sabi ko naman hapon na lang sana kasi gusto ko isama kids ko. So balik Saturday 1pm ulit kami. Si Amelou na lang ang nagadjust. Nagpaalam ako kay Melvin and pumayag siya. Tapos kahapon, Tuesday, sabi ni Christine, sa bahay na lang daw nila sa Malabon kami magreunion kasi maghahanda daw sila ng konti kasi birhtday naman ng bunso niya sa 28. So parang early celebration na lang daw. Medyo hindi okay kela Crystal and Amelou kasi ang layo. For me naman, kahit taga Pasig ako okay lang yun.. Kasi lrt 2 to lrt 1 plus jeep na lang ang drama namin kesa kung magtataxi kami from here( Pasig) to Retiro(QC) bonggang yayaman ang masasakyan naming taxi niyan. So settled na, Saturday, 1pm at Christine's place in Malabon. Eh di kanina, nagchachat kami ni Tin, tapos bigla niyang naisip magovernight na lang daw kami ng kids ko doon sa kanila. Punta na lang daw kami ng Friday afternoon doon then Saturday afternoon din kami uuwi. Kasi mahirap nga naman sa mga kids ko ang magbonggang travel galore in one day. Super duper commute lang kasi ang balak ko eh.. So I agreed with her pero sabi ko magpapaalam muna ako kay Melvin.

Eto na.. Nagpaalam ako kanina.. Medyo bumwelo pa ako na super kiss and lambing ako sa kanya..
Tapos nung kumakain na siya, doon na ako nagpaalam na kung pwede mag overnight kami ni Allodia kela Tine.. I've said it in a very nice, jolly and energetic manner with matching giggling pa yan ha! Tapos nagalit siya! Sabi niya, "unang paalam mo Saturday ka lang tapos ngayon, OVERNIGHT NA??! Tapos sa Malabon pa??! Tapos magLRT ka??! Kasama yang anak mo??! AYOKO!".. Marami pa siyang sinabi. Ako naman nung sinigawan na niya ako tumahimik na ako. I knew it! Di niya ako papayagan. Kahit yung Saturday lang, ayaw na rin niya. Malayo daw kasi masyado yung Malabon. Basta! Ang dami pa niyang sinabi..

Naiintindihan ko naman na he's just after our safety. Pero puwede naman na magusap lang kami di ba..? Hindi yung sinisigawan niya ako na parang may mali na akong ginawa.. Ni hindi na nga siya nagisip ng ibang paraan eh. Basta nagsabi na lang siya na hindi puwede. Ang sama ng loob ko. Hindi na niya inisip yung nararamdaman ko. Naiinis ako sa kanya kasi ang insensitive niya. For the past 4 years na naglilive in kami lagi na lang niya akong minamanduhan. Sa totoo lang ayoko na.. Gusto ko na siyang hiwalayan noon pa.. Yung mga kids at love ko lang kasi ang iniisip ko kaya nakakatiis pa ako.. Pero little by little napupuno na din ako. Naalala ko, dati noong 1 year + pa lang si meganne ready na akong igive up siya.. As in ayaw ko na sakanya.. Pero wala akong money noon para magsimula. Ayoko kasing umasa sa parents ko kasi I know na gipit din sila kasi nga my 2 younger sisters are still studying pa. Plus I found out na buntis ulit ako (si Allodia na po yung pinagbubuntis ko dito noon). Kung magdedesisyon ako, 2 buhay na ang maapektuhan. So nagdecide ako na ituloy pa rin relationship namin. Baka kasi magwork pa..Pero ngayon ayoko ng magtiis.

Sige, hahayahan ko siya ulit na masunod ngayon. Pero I'll make sure na next time hindi na.
Maghahanap ako ng work next week. Tapos magiipon lang ako ng konti. Tapos kukunin ko babies ko, aalis na kami dito. Bahala na si batman kung ano magiging effect nito sa mga babies ko.. Pero di na ako magtitiis sa kanya. Ayoko na. Babies ko na lang iisipin ko. Paulit ulit na lang. I'm so fed up. :(

Nominated!and so I nominate...

Mira of Rosels' Mom Diary had nominated me for Liebster Blog Award..!

It's an award that is given to new bloggers, who are still working on to their first 200 followers.

Liebster is a German word that means favorite or dearest. So, its like, "Favorite Blog Award". 

I really appreciated it that someone has nominated me to think that I have only few posts in the first/last 3 months of my blog. 

I read too much of other blogs than posting something here in my blog.. I really enjoy reading mommy krisna's LAAC, mommy fleur's blog and mommy frances' topaz mommy that I can't concentrate on my own blog. Haha! But it's okay, cause their blogs are very inspiring, fun to read and informative.

Anyway, to accept the nomination, I have to complete the following tasks:

• Link back to the blog that nominated you
• Nominate 5-11 new blogs with fewer than 200 followers
• Answer the questions posted for you by your nominator
• Share 11 random facts about yourself
• Create 11 questions for your nominees
• Contact your nominees and let them know you nominated them

I nominate:

Psycho Chick Lessons

Budget Fashion Seeker

Single, Yet Happy

My Thoughts Scrawled In Pink

excursionista

The Vacation Preview

Rachel Dines

The Garnett Family

Cheap Cookin' Mama

 tanker tracks

SelahWrites about Vegan Vittles and Issues

Questions for me to answer:

1. What quality do you like most about yourself? Being optimistic.
2. What is your biggest challenge today? Doing the laundry while taking care of my 5 months old baby.
3. What is the one feature you'd change about yourself? I stand 5 feet tall. I want to change my height to 5' 8". :)
4. What is your definition of success? Happiness and contentment.
5. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? My childish attitude
6. What makes you very angry? insensitive attitude/people.
7. What makes you sad? It makes me feel sad whenever I can't give the best things for my girls
8. What do you think can be done to improve your smile? hmm.. I can give my widest and most sparkling smile by just seeing my girls happy and comfortable.
9. What are your goals and dreams? To finish college, get a job, travel around the world, experience to live in other country, be a great mom, learn how to bake, to raise my kids well, etc.
10. Who is your mentor? God.
11. Lastly, what does love mean to you? Love means sacrifice. You can't feel love without sacrificing something.

11 random facts about me:

• I love chocolates!
• I'm addicted to sweets!
• My father has a Diabetes Mellitus ... :(
• I watch Phineas and Ferb, Victorious and iCarly!
• I became a mom at 19
• I a mom of 2 at the age of 22!  
• I'm addicted to The Sims
• I played Audition and DOTA when I was in college
• I've experienced Postpartum Depression  
• I'm a frustrated singer, dancer and model
• I wanna be a millionaire

My Questions for my Nominees:

1. What accomplishment are you most proud of?
2. If you could visit in any country in the world, where would you go?
3. Do you think people can control their own destiny?
4. Do you cry easily?
5. What are some things that scare you?
6. Are you easy to get along with?
7. What is your biggest regret?
8. Are you close to your family?
9. What is your dream wedding?
10. What's the worst pick up line you have ever heard?
11. What's your favorite joke?

Thank you again Mira for the nomination! And I hope to see my nominees' responses to my questions!